Thursday, October 9, 2014

Thanksgiving Turkey Done Right!

Now for something a little different!

I don't generally use this blog for recipes, but with the holidays quickly approaching, I thought I would share this amazing process of cooking a turkey.



When turkeys are dirt-cheap around Thanksgiving, you will want to buy several and keep them in your freezer because you'll be craving this savory dish all year long.  I cooked one using this method just last month and had some friends over for dinner.  My friend said she didn't like white meat because it's always too dry.  I convinced her to just try a bite.  The look of shock on her face when she started chewing it is one that I have seen many times before.  People can not believe how tender and juicy my turkeys are.  I'm sharing my secrets with you in this post.  I learned some of these techniques from Grandma, but many of them were developed by me.
I fully admit that this recipe is not a simple one, but it is worth the work.   I wouldn't suggest you attempt it unless you have some experience in the kitchen.  However, one thanksgiving my sister cooked it as I coached her through text messages.  And my sister known for her culinary disasters.  The turkey turned out perfect, and now she likes to call this HER turkey recipe.  Nice try, Becky.
Be sure to read over this entire recipe before you begin.  There are several steps to the process, and you will want to get the big picture clear in your mind.

Here is what you will need for the brine:

  • 3 gallons of cold water (approx)
  • 1 1/2 cups salt
  • 1 1/2 cups brown sugar
  • 2 oranges, quartered
  • 2 lemons, quartered
  • 3 sprigs fresh thyme
  • 3 large sprigs fresh rosemary (gently rubbed to release oils)
  • Heavy duty trash bag
  • Ice chest (with ice)

Here is what else you will need:

  • 1 Turkey (thawed, if previously frozen)
  • 1 pound butter, melted
  • 2-3 cups white wine
  • 2 teaspoons salt
  • 2 teaspoons freshly ground pepper
  • 1 teaspoon poultry seasoning
  • Cheesecloth
  • cotton string
  • Pastry brush
  • meat thermometer

Prepare the Bird

Store-bought poultry is mechanically plucked and prepared.  Machines are not as meticulous about removing all the little pinfeathers as we were sitting around my grandmother's kitchen table with tweezers, cleaning the birds we had just brought in from the yard.
Wash the turkey thoroughly and pull out all of the pinfeathers and feather scraps.  I also trim off any excess skin and remove the two fatty deposits at the entrance to the body cavity.
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Brine the Turkey

I always cook a large turkey, so I have to do the brining process in a thick trash bag inside an ice chest with enough ice to keep it cold.  If you are cooking a small turkey, you could just do this in a large stockpot inside your refrigerator.  
Place the trash bag inside the ice chest and add the cold water.  Dissolve the salt and brown sugar in the cold water.  Then add the citrus fruit (give them a squeeze as you do) and the herbs.   
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Place the bird into the brine (BREAST DOWN) and close the bag and the ice chest. 
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Now forget about it for 18 to 24 hours.   That's right.  Let it sit in the brine for a day.  You need to give the brine time to do it's magic.  
What is it doing during this time?  Muscles (meat) are made up of cells that are held tightly by protein shields.  Moisture can't get inside there to make the meat moist.  But salt works on those muscles during the brining process.  A solution of salt will unravel the proteins that make up the shield around the muscles. Then more moisture (and your citrus and herbs) can get into the meat. Also, the unraveled protein shields contract much less as they cook, so they squeeze out much less moisture.  (That's for you science geeks.)

Roast the Turkey

Preheat oven to 450ºF (You will lower it later).
Rinse the brined turkey with cool water and dry with paper towels. Salt and Pepper the bird inside and out. Sprinkle poultry seasoning inside and out.
If you are stuffing the turkey, do it now.  
For this demonstration, I didn't make stuffing.  So I pierced the rind of a whole orange and placed inside the cavity.  This will slowly release moisture during the cooking process.  I have also done this with a whole onion.  Both work well.
Tie the legs together (one over the other) with cotton string.  This keeps the turkey in a compact ball and holds in the stuffing.
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Fold the tips of the wings behind the neck of the turkey.  This prevents them from burning and allows the sides of the breast to get even heat.  Now your turkey is ready to be cooked.
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You will notice I don't use a rack under the turkey.  This is because I always carve the turkey right in the pan, and serve the meat already sliced.  Sometimes I will line the bottom of the pan with slices of onion before I put the turkey on it.  The onion caramelizes and adds a savory flavor to the gravy I make with the drippings.  The decision to rack or not to rack is completely up to you.  
Melt the butter in a large mixing bowl.  
I am not a wine connoisseur, as you can tell by my selection.  Use whatever white wine you like.  Mix the wine and butter together until blended.
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You can get cheese cloth in the baking section of most grocery stores.  We will use this to wrap the turkey so that it looks like a mummy.  This will keep in moisture, but it will also allow the bird to cook thoroughly without burning the outside skin.
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Cut the cheese cloth into large pieces. You will want a lot of these so that you can cover the bird in several layers. I used the entire package.
Dip the pieces of cheesecloth in the wine/butter solution.
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Cover the entire turkey with soaked cheesecloth. Use several layers so that you can’t see any skin showing.  You don't have to cover the back of the bird.
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Place in oven and roast 30 minutes at 450ºF
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After 30 minutes, brush all of cheesecloth the wine/butter mixture.  The cheesecloth will be turning brown at this point.  That's normal.  It's doing it's job, taking the brunt of the heat.
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Reduce the temperature to 350ºF and continue roasting for another 30 minutes.  Then baste it again.  
Do this process every 30 minutes (use a pastry brush to baste the cheesecloth with the wine/butter mixture.) Basting should be done as quickly as possible so the oven temperature doesn't drop.  The cheesecloth will get quite dark.
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When there is about and hour left of cooking time (depending on the size of your turkey) baste cheesecloth completely so that it is moist. Then carefully remove and discard the cheesecloth.
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Now baste the bare turkey with the PAN JUICES, taking care not to tear the skin.  Return it to the oven.
After 30 minutes, baste it again with the pan juices.
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Continue basting every 30 minutes until it is done.  If you have trouble judging if it is done, insert an instant-read thermometer into the thickest part of the thigh, avoiding the bone.  When the temperature reaches 165 degrees, the bird is ready.  Don't overcook it.
Let the turkey rest for a few minutes before carving.  Serve with your favorite traditional sides.  
Enjoy watching the looks of amazement on the faces of every who tastes it!


Thursday, June 5, 2014

Why Do Good People Suffer?

Within our communities of happy, blessed people are also those who are quietly suffering. Some people feel a crushing loneliness. Some are in a painful marriage. Some have constant physical pain. Some people cry every day of their life. There are those who miss a husband or wife who has died. Or agonize over family members who wander in dangerous paths. Some people struggle with their faith. Others have an endless battle with finances. Some feel that they are a disappointment to everyone. Some people think about taking their own life.
Is it possible that someone in your family is secretly unhappy, while you and everyone else thinks life is just dandy? Some people’s struggles are easy to see. Other people struggle much more privately. But don’t fool yourself into thinking that you are the only one who struggles. That is a dangerous lie that will make you feel isolated, helpless, and unworthy of God’s love.
Everyone you see today is struggling with something. Every person you see – every rich and famous celebrity you see on television, every member of that seemingly perfect family sitting in the front row of your church congregation – is suffering with something.
Frustratingly, God doesn’t often explain to us why we need to suffer. When the founder of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, Joseph Smith, was crying out to the Lord from the terrible conditions in Liberty Jail, the Lord basically just told him those 5 words that no one wants to hear during adversity, “It’s for your own good.” (Doctrine and Covenants 122:7-8)
These words seem so painful and wrong when we are in agony.
After Job had suffered horrible losses and pain, God didn’t even explain to him about the devil challenging Job’s faith and devotion to God. Instead, the Lord just spoke about the goats, stars, ravens, oxen, and a bunch of other things that might have made sense to Job, but leaves the rest of us confused.
Even Jesus Christ asked the question, “Why has thou forsaken me?” and He wasn’t given an immediate answer.  No one is exempt.
Why do good people have to suffer? Why would a compassionate God allow so much pain in the world?
Much of the adversity we face in life, isn’t a trial, but the consequence of sin. These are not punishments, these are the results of our own choices. However, poor choices don’t cause all suffering. The Bible teaches us that difficulties rain down on the just and the unjust. (Matthew 5:45)
Sometimes we respond to this innocent suffering with resentment, bitterness, doubt, or fear. It isn’t easy to keep an eternal perspective while we are going through the hard times.
“Into every life there come the painful, despairing days of adversity and buffeting. There seems to be a full measure of anguish, sorrow, and often heartbreak for everyone. For some, the refiner’s fire causes a loss of belief and faith in God, but those with an eternal perspective understand that such refining is part of the perfection process.”  (James E. Faust, “The Refiner’s Fire,” Ensign, May 1979, 53)
Trials are unfair and pointless if this life is the end. If all you ever did was watch the middle part of every movie, they would all seem unfair and tragic. We wouldn’t understand the motives or the results of the character’s actions. We wouldn’t understand who people were or what they could become.
Buzz Lightyear and Woody would be homeless and hate each other.
Rocky Balboa would lose to Mr. T, get depressed and take it out on his wife.
Dorothy Gale would be locked up in the witch’s castle and the scarecrow’s guts would be thrown around by flying monkeys.
Joseph would be sold as a slave by his brothers and he would end up thrown into a prison for something he didn’t do.
The middle part of a story is almost always about pain, suffering, and hardship.  Similarly, every trial in our lives seems unfair and pointless if we view it in the short-term perspective of this life.
The truth is this: Suffering is good for us, and we should be grateful for it.
“…God-fearing people worldwide will never pray for freedom from trials. They will not surrender or panic. They will strive to put themselves in condition to meet and master troublesome trials.” (Marvin J. Ashton, Ensign, Nov. 1980, 54 )
I would like to countdown the top 10 reasons why we should thank God for letting us suffer.

#10 We must have suffering in order to have agency

The freedom to choose is the heart of being human. It is the basis of God’s plan of Happiness for us. To preserve agency, the Lord also at times permits the righteous to suffer the consequences of evil acts by others . We would never be free if God always stopped us before we hurt ourselves or someone else. This is why we have commandments. This is why some things are called evil. Heavenly Father didn’t just arbitrarily call some things bad, because he wanted to control us. Stealing isn’t against the commandments just because God wanted to say so. It’s against the commandments because it hurts people. Sin always hurts someone. That’s why it is sin.
To be honest, there have been a lot of times when I’ve asked God to ease my suffering, when what I’m really asking is for him to take away the consequences of sin or bad choices. It showed a complete lack of understanding of why we have consequences.

#9 Pain warns us of Danger

We hate pain. But without pain, the sick would never go to the doctor. When our bodies got tired and worn out, we wouldn’t stop to rest. Children would only laugh at correction. Criminals wouldn’t fear the law. Without the pains of guilt, we would never repent. Without the pains of loneliness, we wouldn’t seek companionship. Without pains of boredom, we might never do anything. And without the pains of emptiness, we might never seek God.

#8 Suffering can bring us closer to Heaven.

Again, if this life is all there is, then a life of pain is not fair. But the reality is that those who grow closer to God through pain, are more prepared for the next step. Those who let their hunger, grief, and poverty drive them toward the Savior, will find the truth in his words, “Blessed are the poor in Spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of Heaven.”
“Those who yield to adversity become weaker. To the valiant it is a stepping-stone to increased power. (Marvin J. Ashton, “Adversity and You,” Ensign, Nov. 1980, 54 )

#7 Suffering reveals what is in our Hearts.

Every story of greatness and achievement is generally the story of a person overcoming handicaps. There are lessons that can only be learned through the overcoming of obstacles. The Scriptures are filled with stories of prophets – ordinary men with extraordinary callings - who are faced with trials. Sometimes, the real trial of our faith is just to remain faithful without murmuring. Our own capacities for love and compassion, or even envy, hatred, and pride often lie dormant inside of us until brought to the surface by some sort of adversity.
Howard W. Hunter told of a young man who asked him why his mother had to suffer through a painful life if God is all-knowing and already knew how she would handle it. His response was,  “God already knows how your suffering mother will handle it, but she does not.”
And this is a principal that we often get. wrong. Heavenly Father didn’t send us here so that HE could find out what we are made of. He knows the beginning from the end. He knows our potential and our weaknesses. This life is for US to learn the depths of our OWN love, compassion, and humanity. It is for US to learn what our weaknesses are, and then make them strong with the Lord’s help. This Life isn’t so much a test with a pass or fail grade. But more of an aptitude test, to show us what areas of ourselves that need work. We can never learn how strong we are, until we are tested with resistance.

#6 Suffering builds our faith.

I mentioned earlier that God rarely reveals why we suffer. Job never learned why he lost all he had. There is a good reason for this. Job was left to conclude that if God had the power and wisdom to create everything, then it makes sense to trust Him in times of suffering. (Job 42)
If we always got the answer, then it wouldn’t really be suffering. It would just be annoying. When in crisis, our feelings make us THINK we need an explanation. However, what we really need are the resources to get through the trial.

#5 God always suffers with us.

Any parent who has had a child in the hospital knows the agony. Any parent who has watched their child make dangerous choices, understands the frustration and sorrow. Anyone who has felt the pains of a loved one, has a small taste of this principle. If we, being imperfect and worldly, can feel these feelings so strongly, how much more does a loving and perfect Fatlierin Heaven suffer along with our pain?

#4 God’s comfort is always greater than our Suffering

In 2 Corinthians 12, The Apostle Paul pleads with the Lord three times to remove an unidentified source of suffering that he compares to a thorn. The suffering isn’t removed, but the lord says, “my grace is sufficient for thee. My strength is made perfect in your weakness.”
Paul said, “Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong.
Paul was comforted. He felt better.
Elder Richard G. Scott said,
To the sightless or hearing impaired, God sharpens the other senses. With the loss of a dear one, He deepens the bonds of love, enriches memories, and kindles hope in a future reunion. You will discover compensatory blessings when you willingly accept the will of the Lord and exercise faith in Him.”(Q&A: Questions and Answers,” New Era, July 2003, 16)
In 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 Paul writes, Blessed be God, who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.
Which brings us to …

#3 Suffering helps us find and unite with our fellow men.

If you have ever been through a tragedy with someone, you know the bond that can form through suffering. Army buddies, missionary companions, spouses. Those people who have endured with us, understand us like no others.
The Jewish Community is bound together by thousands of years of persecution and hardship. They share a common history of trials that allow them to relate to each other in a way that outsiders can not understand.
Similarly, Mormons stand on a mountain of history that is filled with people united by suffering. Kirtland, Jackson County, Carthage, Haun’s Mill, Clay County, Nauvoo, Winter Quarters, Zion’s Camp. They all are synonymous with suffering. It is their history. The suffering helps create a feeling of brotherhood.

#2 God can turn our pain around for our good.

Remember, don’t only look at that middle part of the movies. There is an ending that makes us understand the hardships. Buzz and Woody become friends and find their way home. Rocky Does get back up after being knocked down. Dorothy does find her way home. Joseph of Egypt becomes the King. There is nothing admirable about a person who overcomes nothing. If we give up during the struggle, we will never know what happy ending might have been in store for us.

#1 Pain loosens our grip on this life.

As we get older, our bodies become worn out. Our joints get stiff and ache. Our eyes grow dim. We feel obsolete. Sleep is difficult. Our problems seem larger and our options seem smaller. I have spent a great deal of time with people as they get close to death. And I have come to see pain as blessing. Each new trial makes this life less inviting and the next more appealing. In a way, pain paves the way for a graceful departure. We stop looking back, and begin to look at what is next.
Each of us will have a time of suffering. No one is exempt. Each of us will, sooner or later, have to pass through that garden gate as our savior did, kneel, alone in darkness, and fiercely battle despair.
When we do, hopefully we will knowingly say, “Not my will, but thine be done.” And be thankful for what our suffering is helping us to become.

Feeling Resurrected


If you are Christian, you probably have a pretty good understanding and strong belief in resurrection.  After all, it was Jesus Christ who made it possible for all of us to be resurrected, our spirit and our body reunited again after death, in a glorified form, never again subject to the sickness and pain brought about because of the Fall of Adam and Eve.
But, have you ever actually thought about how it would feel like to be resurrected? Personally, I’ve never given it much thought. But I know people who think about it quite a bit. Even long for it. I’ve heard elderly people talk about how much they look forward to having a youthful body again. I’ve heard bald men mention that they will someday have their thick wavy hair back. I’ve listened to women commiserating about their wrinkles and varicose veins say throw in a comment about the perfect body they will someday have.
So just try to imagine for a moment what it will really FEEL like to suddenly have a perfected body. You could see with perfect vision. You could walk and run with agility. You could hear things that have long been silent to you. You would feel a strength and sureness of body that you might never have experienced before.
When you are suddenly able-bodied, you might be filled with a desire to try something that you have always felt too inadequate to try in the past. You would no longer feel self-conscience because you are too fat, or thin, or short, or misshapen, or feeble.
Can you imagine those feelings? Can you imagine how good that will feel?
Well, guess what.  Just as Jesus Christ enabled us to someday feel rejuvenated about our physical bodies, Jesus Christ has also made it possible to have those very same experiences in a very real, but spiritual, sense when he atoned for our sins.
The spiritual pains and defects from which we suffer can be taken away from us through repentance and coming unto Christ, just as surely as our physical pains will disappear at resurrection.
Yes, it would be nice to have perfect eyesight. Like many people, I am beginning to know what it feels like to have my eyes grow dim with age, to not be able to focus on things that used to clear. That’s a physical thing.
Unfortunately, I also know what it’s like to have my spiritual eyes dimmed by sin. To slowly lose focus of what is right. To be blinded by what the world has to offer.
And then I’ve also felt how repentance has brought my life into focus and I’ve experienced being able to see and understand spiritual things in with a new clarity, like putting on eyeglasses for the first time.
Maybe your hearing isn’t as good as it once was. And it’s not Just that things aren’t loud enough. It’s that you just can’t hear certain tones anymore. Or some peoples’ voices sound like mumbles. Again, physical problems.
I’ve had years of pride take away my ability to hear the spirit, to hear the love and concern in the voice of my brothers and sisters who wanted to be there for me.
And I can testify of the way repentance allows me to begin hearing my Father in Heaven’s voice all around me. In acts of service, in the beauty of nature, and in answers to my prayers.
You might know what it is like to feel weak. Maybe you see others lifting things that you can’t, or opening jars that you can’t budge.
I know what it feels like to be spiritually weak. I’ve avoided the fellowship of church folk because I didn’t feel like I belonged among righteous people. I’ve felt like my prayers were bouncing off the ceiling and were never heard.
But listen to me, the Atonement has allowed me to feel spiritually strong and close to my Father in Heaven. I have felt the strength of my Priesthood as I worthily gave blessings of healing and comfort that have left me physically drained but quickened by the Holy Spirit.
You know that feeling you imagined earlier of wanting to try new and difficult things with your resurrected body? I have felt that same way when I allow the love of God into my life. I know that when I allow the atonement to work in my life, I have the desire to try things that I’ve felt inadequate to try in the past. I don’t feel as afraid to fellowship a new family at church. I feel more comfortable talking about spiritual things and blessing the lives of others.
No, I’m not any more perfect than I was when I turned my back on God. But I feel reborn. And I am learning to allow myself to feel God’s love for me. Christians aren’t perfect, but they are forgiven. And there is a change that comes over you when you feel that.
Since I’m on the subject of imperfect people, I’ll share with you an experience I had a few weeks ago. I was having lunch with a cousin who hasn’t attended church in decades. The subject of religion came up in the conversation as I was talking to him about what keeps me busy.
When he was young, he had been a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. He knew their standards and recognized how many of them didn’t follow them. He said, “I just can’t stand all the hypocrites in church. I remember there were people in my ward who smoked during the week. There were alcoholics. Some of them were hateful and dishonest people. If you are going to do those things, you shouldn’t go to church.”
My reply to him was the same thing I say to everyone who uses other people’s weaknesses as an excuse to not follow God. It’s a response that I’ve developed through years of my own struggles with imperfection. I said, “So by your reasoning, nobody should ever join a gym unless they are in perfect shape. Fat people shouldn’t go to the gym until they are thin. Weak people shouldn’t go to the gym until they have big muscles.”
My friends, Church is our Spiritual Gym. If you are weak and out of shape, this is the place for you. Jesus Christ has atoned for you. Don’t wait another day before you come to him and let him make you stronger.
No matter where you are in your progression, no matter if you are wallowing in the filth of the world, you can lift your dirty hand out to the Lord and he will lift you and make you clean.
In the January 2014 issue of the Ensign magazine, Deiter F. Uchtdorf wrote:
“At times in my life I have spent sleepless nights grappling with issues, worries, or personal sorrows. But no matter how dark the night, I am always encouraged by this thought: in the morning the sun will rise. With every new day, a new dawn comes—not only for the earth but also for us. And with a new day comes a new start—a chance to begin again.”
Now, There might be a few people reading this who have been working out for years in your little gym called Church. You feel like you are spiritually strong. You have made a lot of progress. You should be proud of how far you have progressed!
However, now is not the time to look around in contempt at all of us out-of-shape people, us weaklings, those of us with disabilities. It isn’t time for you to shake your head and question why we are so slow in our own progression.
Now is the time for you to become a personal trainer. Now is the time to help us, and show us, and teach us.
If nothing else, please be that voice that calls out, “you can do it!” while we struggle.
In the May 2014 issue of Ensign Magazine, David A. Bednar testified:
The Savior has suffered not just for our sins and iniquities—but also for our physical pains and anguish, our weaknesses and shortcomings, our fears and frustrations, our disappointments and discouragement, our regrets and remorse, our despair and desperation, the injustices and inequities we experience, and the emotional distresses that beset us. The Son of God can reach out, touch, succor, heal, and strengthen us to be more than we could ever be and help us to do that which we could never do relying only upon our own power.
I promise you that someday you will enjoy the blessings of a perfected body because Jesus Christ prepared the way for you to be resurrected. And I know that you look forward to the celebrating you will do that day.
But I also promise you that right now you can begin the process of becoming perfected in Christ. Following the Savior will bring a joyful celebration to your soul as you come unto him and you will feel spiritually renewed and strong in a way that transcends the physical limitations of your mortal body.